Just Because

Everything I do, I do just because.

because i am in the space and time and vibration that i happen to be and that is what there is to do in that space.


because i haven’t found a solution on the internet.  that’s why i think i’m the smartest person in the room at places like the California Coastal Commission — where i KNOW i’m NOT the smartest person in the room, I’m just the smartest HUMAN in the room speaking about reality that exists which no one cares to speak about.  I am the elephant namer.  I describe the elephant and what needs to happen to get it out of the room:  namely, I’m not the smartest person in the room.

as soon as I usually say what needs to happen to the elephant, that’s when the REALLY SMART people take over and, take the problem to a breakout session for an intervention or intensive session or something.  right?!

Playing Games Of Awareness

I guess I just wonder most of the time, are people really that stupid* or are they just afraid of what others may do to them if others thought they were smarter than the other? Or, maybe, they are not afraid at all, they KNOW they will get fired and choose to not bother being smart in public to their own harm?

Or maybe they think that what they think is something they should keep to themselves?  Then I wonder why they do not choose to share them?  And then I wonder why I wonder WHY anyone else makes the choices they make?  *tangent*

Or, maybe, smart people keep their smart thoughts to themselves because they think they can leverage them later for a paycheck or something?  that money thing always seems to be a powerful organizer of thoughts here on planet earth, i wonder what would happen if everyone shared their thoughts just because it was what it took to save the planet?

*I KNOW.  I know “stupid” is not “A Nice Word” (as in “use your nice words to say hard things”); yet, sometimes, ‘stupid is as stupid does’ is just the plain truth that deserves no trimmings.

sometimes i want to say something clever
something so new that no one has ever even began to think about that thought i just gave a voice to
but mostly now, i’m just tired of speaking the same things over and over and over
again because the circumstances that i’m repeating are still things that most
people are not even bothering to think about yet and so i wonder how
long do i need to talk about the same old things before others
start talking about them like they are new and the most
important thing to be speaking about NOW!!!!!!!
sigh, i really want to move on past
fukushima about now and
start speculating
what fixing
does for the future
of humanity as we expand out into outer space!!!!!!!!!!!


except when its not because we live in this connected universe

why can’t we detach from it all?

and just poof it away?

that which doesn’t see things my way has merely lost its way

forgotten the purpose of even existing

to bring us together

and no just so that we can be blown away by the root of all evil

invested in power implanted so deadly

its blast its waste

rather be blown away by the thought you just had in bliss by the sea

there’s no thing i’d rather do than

share that reality

but not far from that bliss is the truth we both know, a meltdown is

happening, a puzzle large data could

possibly stop ….

heralding the #nugatekeepers

the problem with this situation is that there are still gatekeepers.  oh, sure they exchange keys with a handshake, a pat on the back, perhaps a salute, or just maybe they toss the keys down on the ground at the other’s feet as they stamp off in defeat … someone somewhere will always be “The Gatekeeper.”   When the gates to be kept are of a whole new nature, the ability to shift our nature becomes quite profound and powerful.  Just ask any genetic scientist.

The external gatekeepers appear in our world because of the internal ones we harbor, hide, protect and rely upon in order to maintain any level of order.  The extent to which we have external gatekeepers in our society is directly proportionate to the needs we have for them internally.   

For me, as much as I love meditating, I find that its like a drug that takes away my attachment to my reality only to find myself back there looking at the same problem with the same people doing the same thing.  OK, so maybe my blood pressure isn’t as high as it was while in jail, and I use words like “perhaps” a bit more and some people and energy I just do not bother to interact, but, there are no real changes being made on this planet any time soon, and the level of humanity is just simply too critical for any amount of medication or meditation to disguise what is from not being all too real.

The “Gatekeepers” really need to step up, if they are ever going to, and simply just lock the doors on those who need them locked and free those who need to be freed to get this earth ship righted forthwith.