simple life conversation

“so, if i come would you try to sell me a car?”

“of, course i’d love to try, besides, there is one here i know you’ll love. ¬†One of those old volkswagon vans, really clean and redone, and you could give me a blow job while we wait out these hours of cosmic boredom.”

“k, omw”

Just Because

Everything I do, I do just because.

because i am in the space and time and vibration that i happen to be and that is what there is to do in that space.


because i haven’t found a solution on the internet. ¬†that’s why i think i’m the smartest person in the room at places like the California Coastal Commission — where i KNOW i’m NOT the smartest person in the room, I’m just the smartest HUMAN in the room speaking about reality that exists which no one cares to speak about. ¬†I am the elephant namer. ¬†I describe the elephant and what needs to happen to get it out of the room: ¬†namely, I’m not the smartest person in the room.

as soon as I usually say what needs to happen to the elephant, that’s when the REALLY SMART people take over and,¬†take the problem to a breakout session for an intervention or intensive session or something. ¬†right?!

Playing Games Of Awareness

I guess I just wonder most of the time, are people really that stupid* or are they just afraid of what others may do to them if others thought they were smarter than the other? Or, maybe, they are not afraid at all, they KNOW they will get fired and choose to not bother being smart in public to their own harm?

Or maybe they think that what they think is something they should keep to themselves?  Then I wonder why they do not choose to share them?  And then I wonder why I wonder WHY anyone else makes the choices they make?  *tangent*

Or, maybe, smart people keep their smart thoughts to themselves because they think they can leverage them later for a paycheck or something?  that money thing always seems to be a powerful organizer of thoughts here on planet earth, i wonder what would happen if everyone shared their thoughts just because it was what it took to save the planet?

*I KNOW. ¬†I know “stupid” is not “A Nice Word” (as in “use your nice words to say hard things”);¬†yet, sometimes, ‘stupid is as stupid does’ is just the plain truth that deserves¬†no trimmings.

pillow fights

and locked doors promote clear communication when there’s a misunderstanding in the reality of the roles we are here to play in the moment.¬† so long as your intention is to communicate, all forms of interaction breaths life into communication with the authentic self in the moment.

Not knowing if the “other” understands anything in our heads is irrelevant until there is a CONFLICT of the roles being played in reality.¬† Commitment to the authentic self, the one that knows the motivation only of love, is a choice in the every progressing moment.

I don’t know.¬† Rather than asking myself, “how can I get them to understand?” I have chosen to use, “how can I get them to laugh?”

A distraction or disguise of “communication,” or a need to disengage to re-engage in the authentic self is the choice and KNOWLEDGE only of the decider.¬† And no matter the motivation, the choice, intimate only to the decider (and god if such a notion rings true), should be a tool of degradation.¬† Know what is the truth in the moment and what is in truth a projection.

How do you get so lost tracking a slug?