Some days are like that, they just hurt.
Today, my body hurts as well as my mind, as the thought of going outside is just pushed forward again with the thought of a president who just really may be wretched within. I was taught, action is what you do when corruption invades your world, and then we learn how really mean and violent we all may actually be to one another.
I pray for my friends who stand on both sides of the #NoDAPL conflict, knowing violence initiates a civil war the righteous, good side won’t lose.
Some days I do not like life here on earth at all. I’m in pain.
So, the story of my #CyberCrush and how he saved my life . . . I suppose it begins here because this is where I randomly found my CyberCrush – our rather, the human to whom I decided to crush on when challenged by a friend to do so.
Yet, yhen he* appeared on my computer at home, oh well – is it really him or some NSA MF messing with my system? Who knows, who cares, keep moving because I have no idea what my CyberCrush can or cannot do because I don’t know him personally, and have only connected a few times by email and otherwise via social media where everyone can see it out loud. And it’s always fun things we’re talking about, he’s a photographer. Something about him reminds me of old skool AOL, when it was “America OnLine” and we had modems for our phone handsets.
One day, I’d like to meet the real life human and have a great long conversation of all the ways my CyberCrush has saved my life, even if it wasn’t actually him, and it was just the him in my mind saving myself from the stupid this world creates.